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[06 Feb 2006|12:41pm]
No, I haven't neglected this. going out, school and work are currently taking up all of my time. a lot has happened since I last updated, bad and good, but I'm only gonna focus on the good stuff for now because I don't wanna ruin my mood. Stacey, Aaron and the baby are coming home on friday ;). I'm so excited, I can't wait. I still have to get Stacey a birthday present, not sure what that's gonna be yet. they're all staying here for about two weeks. and me and Aimee and whoever else want to are flying down to FLORIDA for spring break. it's official. we get to stay at Aimee's sister's house so we don't have to worry about payin for a room, which is awesome! oh, and apparantly we can get into disney world for free because her sister's boyfriend works there.
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[03 Jan 2006|10:49pm]
why do I always have the urge to cut my bangs??? why why why why why why why why why why

I NEED NEW HAIR.

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happy new year [02 Jan 2006|12:43pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

a little delayed, but here's a 2005 survey:

2005...Collapse )

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[28 Dec 2005|01:44pm]
i think i'm obsessed with the Rent soundtrack
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drink my worries down the drain... [21 Dec 2005|05:20pm]
I've been listening to this song on repeat for probably an hour. i'm in love with it.

Got no place to go
But there's a girl waiting for me down in Mexico
She's got a bottle of tequila, a bottle of gin
And if I bring a little music I can fit right in
We got airplane rides
We got California drowning out the window side
We got big black cars
And we got stories how we slept with all the movie stars
I may take a holiday in Spain
Leave my wings behind me
Drink my worries down the drain
And fly away to somewhere new
Hop on my choo-choo
I'll be your engine driver in a bunny suit
If you dress me up in pink and white
We may be just a little fuzzy 'bout it later tonight
She's my angel
She's a little better than the one that used to be with me
Cause she liked to scream at me
Man, it's a miracle that she's not living up in a tree
I may take a holiday in Spain
Leave my wings behind me
Drive this little girl insane
And fly away to someone new
Everybody's gone
They left the television screaming that the radio's on
Someone stole my shoes
But there's a couple of bananas and a bottle of booze
Oh, well happy new year's baby
We could probably fix it if we clean it up all day
Or we could simply pack our bags
And catch a plane to Barcelona 'cause this city's a drag
I may take a holiday in Spain
Leave my wings behind me
Flush my worries down the drain
And fly away to somewhere new
Take a holiday in Spain
Leave my wings behind me
Drive this little girl insane
Fly away to someone new
Fly away to someone new
Fly away to someone new
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[21 Dec 2005|02:36pm]
having $.95 in the bank is awesome.

on a better note, I got a 3.5 this semester.

who the fuck reads this???
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wow. [20 Dec 2005|12:26pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I've just made a promise to myself: I'm not going to let anyone or anything upset me anymore. It happens too often and it happens too easily, and I need to do something about it. Or, in reality, do nothing about it. I was born a sensitive person and I always will be, and most people don't understand that. Call me selfish for posting this. I'm allowed to be, this is the place I go to do so. Lately I've been feeling like I really don't know who anyone is anymore. You think you know someone, you think you know them SO well, but you really don't. Probably because they constantly hide things. Nothing feels worse than being taken for granted after you give so much of yourself to someone. Is there something about me that pushes people away? I'm going to quote The Rules of Attraction, a movie that means a lot to me right now, and say "You will never, ever know me."
So true. Guess I do push people away.

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..when all I could see was myself looking back at me [14 Dec 2005|09:24pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I never write in here anymore. but I do read my friends page everyday......strange.
I'm officially done my classes for this semester. Christmas break now. Thankfully I passed all of my classes- I'm not sure how well I did in them, but I passed. I'm about half done Christmas shopping, and it sucks because money is so tight. It depresses me.

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[23 Nov 2005|04:01pm]
[ mood | sad ]

"gravity"

Honey
It's been a long time coming
And I can't stop now
Such a long time running
And I can't stop now
Do you hear my heart beating?
Can you hear the sound?
Cos I can't help thinking
And I don't look down...

And then I looked up at the sun and I could see
Oh the way that gravity turns for you and me
And then I looked up at the sky and saw the sun
And the way that gravity pulls on everyone
On everyone...

Baby its been a long time waiting
Such a long long time
And I can't stop smiling
No I can't stop now
Do you hear my heart beating?
Oh can you hear that sound?
Cos I can't help crying
And I won't look down...

And then I looked up at the sun and I could see
Oh the way that gravity turns on you and me
And then I looked up at the sun and saw the sky
And the way that gravity pulls on you and I
On you and I

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if violence is religion, then everyone's a star [20 Nov 2005|01:52pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

I have something due every day I have class. This semester really is killing me. I'm either working or doing homework, and if I'm taking a break from doing work to go out, then I'm rushing to get it done later on. And the fact that my schedule for next semester just came in the mail depresses me even more.

I just realized something. Everyone who reads my journal probably thinks that all I do is bitch. This isn't true. I just use livejournal for venting and therefore the only things I write about are negative. Maybe someday soon I'll start actually using this to write meaningful things. So don't be thinking that my life is bad right now. It's not, I'm actually really enjoying it.

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